The Scents Memories are Made of

          While in the midst of selling household items and packing up my belongings, I have begun reflecting over my time spent in Tanzania. What will I miss? What will I remember? I frequently find myself around town experiencing some bit of local culture and trying to commit it to memory so I don’t forget these daily rituals. What are the sounds, the smells, the emotions, the textures, and the tastes, all of those things that are impossible to capture trough the lens of the camera? How will I feel when I begin to forget these things?

          I know that these intense emotions associated with the defining characteristics of this culture will slowly fade from my memory. This is one of the reasons I started this blog; it is a written memory for me, a way to cherish and look back on the time I have spent here. I now feel a certain sense of urgency to categorize and claim as many of these memories as I can. Today I continue by filing away a few of these memories and I invite you to share them with me.

          Upon any re-arrival into Dar after being away, I look out the plane window as I descend upon the small airport on the outskirts of town. The tilted, decrepit homes made out of whatever metal can be found all look the same, with rusted walls and roofs that match the bronze and red of the clay on which they attempt to stand. Property lines do not exist; they are jammed next to one another insinuating no regard to planning or organization. Amidst these homes and the deficit of resources they possess stand the stately, majestic palm trees, swaying in the breeze in their tall, polished form. This view is the first of many reminders that I am once again in the tropics.

          As one walks off of the plane and leaves the processed, circulated air of machines and chemicals, another such reminder seizes the new arrival: the smell of the tropics. The uninformed and inexperienced sojourner has all kinds of imaginative notions about the smell of the tropics: fresh salt water drifting in from the shores, vanilla beans, cloves, oranges, coconuts, and flowers that waft past the nose, hinting of exotic things to come. The reality that is soon realized is harshly different from this fanciful dream. Its intensity overwhelms the ill-adjusted nose, its thickness, volume, and sticky abundance is unmistakable. The pungency of the odor reminds me that this is a place where life happens in a form more natural than most Westerners are accustomed. This is a point where all stages of the life cycle of all living things exist together. In this cycle, things unyieldingly reproduce, spread, and bloom while at the same time its cohabitants fester, spoil, rot, and decay.

          It is the cacophony of rotting fish and slaughtered chickens, stagnant water and fresh flowers, decaying meat and ripe bananas, of filthy, sweaty bodies and even filthier clothes. All in all, it is the scent of death and life, seduction and repulsion, converging from the immediate surroundings. The wind carries it from the fish market, the produce stalls, the endless trash piles, dark alley ways, and open sewage pipes. This is the smell of the tropics, a facet not advertised on lighthearted commercials and sunny postcards. This is the smell I hope to remember, the smell of life in all of all of its abundance.

Blissful Observers

          “Wow.” There has not been another word I’ve uttered so often in one day as the amount of times I gazed in awe and ‘wow’ while on a safari with my cousin Andy last month. For six breathtaking days we traveled through three safari parks in the northern part of Tanzania: Lake Manyara, the Serengeti, and the Ngorongoro Crater.

            The Serengeti National Park spans an astounding 12,000 square miles and held us in its magical spell for three days.  There is not much in this life that is more beautiful than exploring the land of lions and leopards without seeing any other people or vehicles for miles.

           Stopped with the engine off and the roof of the Land Cruiser safari vehicle raised, we stood up doing a slow 360° turn trying to commit it all to memory. The sound of the breeze rustling through the tall, dry savannah grass-grass that was brittle and desirous for a drink from the vast, cloudless, sky. The smell of nature, of cleanliness. A smell devoid of any human recognition, for seldom do we experience such a naturally fresh scent. Seeing the brilliance of heaven displayed on earth. The golden grass bowing in the breeze to its Maker.  The flat-topped acacia tree standing in the foreground whose dark green leaves harmonize brilliantly with its surroundings. The lilac-breasted roller who looks as if she were Monet’s painting come to life. The feeling of being in an intruder in a place that is not your own and peeking into a show unlike one you’ve ever seen. Feeling the hundreds of miles of separation from you and any town, store, or hospital. 

Scary, yet freeing for the mind and the spirit.

          Then, as if waiting for his audience’s rapt attention, there was a brief rustle in the grass before the emergence of star of the hour, the cheetah. He looked at us nonchalantly before continuing his leisurely stroll in search for something far more entertaining than the camera yielding human spectator whose eyes were wide with excitement.

          After a short time the entertainment had retreated back into his camouflaged haven of land and we left in search of more animals of the African savannah. The diesel engine roared to life and we were off. We stood gripping the bars of the roof to help steady us as the vehicle bounced over rocks and holes. The wind blew in our faces and our eyes frantically scanned the landscape for a glimpse of another animal. Often there seemed to be no animals around and then we would suddenly come upon a herd of elephants, giraffes, or gazelles, a pride of lions, or a bloat of hippos in a lake and the awe-struck spectatorship would commence once again.

            The last of our three destinations served as the pinnacle of our trip. The spectacular 5,151 sq. mile Ngorogoro Conservation Area occupies the volcanic highlands between the Great Rift Valley and the Serengeti Plains. The rugged Crater Highlands consist of an elevated range of volcanoes and collapsed volcanoes rising up from the earth. With its stunning ethereal blue-green vistas, the 12 mile wide Ngorogoro Crater is the unarguably perfect ending to a wonderful vacation. A vast, unbroken caldera left behind when an enormous volcano collapsed, created a crater that teems with animals. The deep bluish-purplish color of the crater walls provided a spectacular backdrop to the panorama.

            Animals of all kinds share the Highlands with the local Maasai tribal people, who have grazing rights and are often seen herding their cattle throughout the area. We got to experience these native people when we stopped and visited their boma. We were welcomed with a traditional Maasai music and dance which is based on a call and response format that combines singing with a guttural accompaniment and a dance convulsion that starts in the chest and works its way to the head while the men jump high into the air as if they are on pogo sticks. After the initial welcome we were invited into their homes made of grass, sticks, and a cow manure/water paste to learn about their culture. This was a fascinating opportunity to learn about a people group who live so differently than we can imagine.

            Each day during our journey we would stop at a designated area and enjoy a plentiful picnic lunch while watching birds hop about, mongooses wait anxiously for dropped crumbs, and elephants forage the acacias in the distance. Late in the afternoon, weary from being on alert for so long (oh, how exhausting vacation is!), we would arrive at that night’s accommodation. What luxury we enjoyed as we sipped gin and tonics, played games, relived the day’s events, and were gifted with additional sumptuous views. The nights would end with a cool breeze drifting into our room and filtered through the mosquito nets, hung exotically around our beds. The wind would bring with it sounds of the African nature symphony, lulling us to sleep with anticipation about the adventures that it still had in store.  

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I Don't Hear Wedding Bells, I Hear Wedding Ululation

Ululation (noun): a long, wavering, high-pitched vocal sound resembling a howl with a trilling quality. It is produced by emitting a high pitched loud voice accompanied with a rapid movement of the tongue and the uvula.

A few weekends ago I got the lucky opportunity to attend the Tanzanian wedding of my assistant, Mariam. It was very small by Tanzanian standards, but I enjoyed watching the service. Watch the three minute video to get a taste of what the service was like.

Unlike American weddings, the wedding party drives to the church together in a car processional. The lead vehicle is actually a pick up truck with a brass and percussion band in the back, heralding the triumphal transport of the wedding party. The bride’s car is decorated with big ribbons and bows that are the theme color of the wedding. When they arrive at the church, the bride and groom lead a parade of all attendees down the aisle where people take their seats. The bridal party sits in the front middle and the congregation listens to a very long but quite humorous sermon. In this ceremony the pastor was at one point talking to the groom when he said following paraphrased statement to the groom: “You, Asifuni (groom) are a Chagga (his tribe). Chagga are economical people and very tight with money, but you cannot, no, you cannot, be too cheap with Mariam (bride).” I couldn’t help but burst into laughter. Intermittently the ceremony would stop and the band would sing the same song over and over…and over again.

During the ceremony it is tradition that the bride and groom do not smile at all until after the pastor announces them as husband and wife (but they don’t kiss). It was so weird for me to watch them exchange their vows and keep getting their pictures taken while they had faces that looked like they were at a funeral!!

After the service the newly married couple finally smile and lead us all outside under a tree where there is some singing, dancing, and congratulatory hugs. I loved my cultural experience and had so much fun at this joyous party!

Click HERE to watch the short video on YouTube.

Airports: A Little Heaven on Earth or Hell on Earth?

I visit a lot of airports. The words that come to mind when I think of airports usually have quite negative connotations: expensive, sterile, drudgery, hurry up and wait, lines, stress, frustration, and annoyance. Rarely do I think of words like pleasant, tranquil, and stress-relieving. These words do, however, come to mind when I think of Schiphol Airport in Amsterdam, Holland.

I have visited Holland and have also flown through the Amsterdam airport hub a number of times, and each time I visit I find another unique gem hidden within its airport. Earlier this month when I came back from Boston I had a 4 ½ hour layover that I spent exploring the airport. As with other airports, it has decent restaurants, plenty of areas to watch action outside the large glass windows, and a plethora of shopping. Amsterdam goes above and beyond this though and exudes a tasteful abundance of Dutch pride. In celebration of the tulip, one of its nationally recognized symbols, these beautiful flowers (which happen to be my favorite) are planted throughout the airport in classically chic flower boxes. The bulbs and plants are also sold throughout the airport. It's also got an airport park that brings a feeling of nature into an otherwise sterile environment.

Beautiful flowers aren’t all this airport has going for it. It also houses a library. Here you can go and peruse a wide selection of books about all things Dutch: art, cooking, history, sports, holidays-you name it, they’ve probably got it. Comfortable chairs and desks are situated with small table lamps so you can immerse yourself in some good reading while you pass the time.

Above the library you can walk up a small spiral staircase to a sleeping area that has reclining chairs and some couch-like furniture. This quiet area’s lights are dimmed a bit and the noise level is subdued.

Some of the best artists in the world have hailed from Holland: Van Gogh, Rembrandt, and Vermeer, just to name a few. There is a small art gallery with works from the country’s famed artists as well as a beautiful art store and learning center. After a visit to the library and art gallery it was time to check my e-mails. Unlike many other airports, the wireless internet is free!

I found a sitting area that looked more like a living room than an airport. It had lovely high-back chairs and some small sofas. There was a glass structure that was made to resemble the wall of a living room, complete with a fake fire place and a large area rug! I laid down on one of the sofas and quickly drifted into a peaceful slumber. A short time later I was groggily aware of beautiful classical piano music. Had they turned music on in the airport? I laid there listening to this gorgeous melody for another minute before realizing that it was actually live music. Lifting my head just enough to scope out the area around me, I saw that there was a piano just a few feet away, on the other side of this ‘living room’ wall. A traveler had stopped and was sharing his talent with those of us in this relaxing abode. How in the world was I in an airport right now? I was contently laying on this sofa near a fake fire place listening to a short Bach performance. Was this really happening? Can I really be relaxing in an airport?

Alas, my time finally came to a close and I boarded the plane for Dar. Did I really just actually enjoy my time in an airport? Was this really an airport? Art galleries? Libraries? Living rooms and live music? More airports need to be like this one; it’s just the remedy for any weary traveler. In the meantime, I need to book another flight through Amsterdam so I can visit this traveler’s paradise again soon.

你好.Hello! Let the Mandarin Lesson Begin!

As I wrote in my last post, I'm leaving Tanzania in June and recently went to an international school job fair in Boston. On my way to Boston I received an e-mail from representatives at a school in Shanghai, China saying that they had decided not to attend the job fair but that they would still like to have a Skype interview. I was a bit upset because this is the school I had felt most drawn to and I was weary of interviewing via Skype.

The night before the fair started I had the interview with them, and I (still!) don't think I presented myself in the most stellar way possible. I stumbled my way through some answers and probably said 'ummm' about 20 times in the first 10 minutes. In addition, the connection was bad, so they turned their webcam off but asked me to keep mine on. It was SO difficult interviewing with three men who could see me but all I could see was a little green webcam power light and a box showing me how I looked to them. Talk about nerve wracking! It was challenging not being able to play off of their facial and body cues, while at the same time trying not to look to the bottom of the screen to make sure I looked okay myself!

I really liked everything that they had to say and felt even more like it would be a great school for me, but I thought I just did an okay job at best. After the interview I immediately Skyped Mom and Dad and began telling them about it. One minute and thirty-two seconds into our conversation we were interrupted by a return call from the recruiters. They had already come to a consensus and decided that I was the candidate they wanted, so they immediately offered me the job! All modesty aside, people usually have a pretty good idea of how interviews go and can more or less guess the outcome. This one truly blindsided me though. I was so thrown off guard that I didn't know what to say! They asked for my response within 24 hours, but I negotiated for 37 hours by arguing that they are thirteen hours ahead of Eastern Standard Time! This gave me more time to think about it and to have more interviews for which I traveled halfway around the world!

The next day I had a series of other interviews but none compared. Going into the fair, I was very open to wherever God wanted me to be, but I had been hoping for and assuming that I would get the big flashing lights, horns, and all other manner of mayhem pointing me in the right direction. This didn't happen in the way I had anticipated, and it took me a little longer to notice it, but I actually got a much bigger sign of assurance: peace. Peace is not a word I would usually associate with myself. I am a lot of things, but peace-filled is not always one of them-especially when in the midst of decisions like these. More closely associated words are usually stressed, anxious, and freaking out, just to name a few. This was different though. I was completely at peace with moving to Shanghai and taking on this job from the moment they started the interview with a prayer (and when I found out I can still access Facebook and YouTube from there!). I accepted the offer on Saturday morning and celebrated with two days of play in Boston since I'd finished my job hunt earlier than expected!

Concordia International School is wonderful. It's a Christian school with an American curriculum. The majority of teachers and the 1,300 students are American too. I'll be teacher 2nd grade, which I've done for a few years in the past. Technology is integrated into the teaching in an extraordinary capacity, with Macbooks and iPads in the classrooms as well as an abundance of other electronic devises. Check out their website at www.concordiashanghai.org.

One of the buildings at Concordia

I'm excited to live in Shanghai too. As the largest city in the world with a population of just over 23 million, it's got many of the western things that I miss. Culture, arts, dining, and shopping as well as stable infrastructure are just a few things I'm looking forward to. The school and many local churches provide an active Christian community and large number of expats will make for a well-rounded social life.

Shanghai, China

Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers, and encouraging messages as I went through this process. I look forward to sharing many more stories with you over the next few years. For now though, I will continue to to focus on these precious days left in this beautiful country of Tanzania.